It scares me at times how much I love you. I feel so vulnerable around you and you have the power to destroy me easily. You tell me you feel the same with me. When I asked you out today the smile on your face I really wish I could’ve seen it in person. I would give anything to just hold you right now. You’re such an happy person. I know what goes on in your life but you try and stay happy around me cause you know it’ll make me smile and I feel so lucky to be the one you want to be with when you could be with someone right next to you. You don’t understand how you make me feel. I go crazy whenever I see your name on my phone.
We both been in love with other people before but to know we’re in love with each other right now it is such an amazing feeling. You tell me everyday how you want it to be December already so i’ll come back home from deployment. I can’t honestly say how you feel when I leave for 3 months with hardly ever having time to talk to you cause of all the army deployment shit but I can honestly say part of me is going to be empty while i’m gone. I’m going to miss you so much. I’m going to be looking at my phone everyday hoping I get messages from you.
When I come back on December 3rd you know you’re the first person i’m going to be calling right after I get out of the plane. On Dec 27th i’m flying down to Sydney to see you and spend new years with you and your family down the coast. I can’t explain the excitement I have whenever I think about finally seeing you when I get out of the plane and see you standing there waiting for me and having our first kiss. You amaze me everyday Leah. I couldn’t be any happier with my life than it already is until I finally see you.
When you wake up and read this I hope you smile cause you really are everything I could wish for and the way you make me feel is absolutely amazing. I love you Leah. <3